And...My Book Begins NOW

I remember when this song first came out...I would play it over and over again, and surprisingly NEVER got tired of it :)...Very inspiring song...FEEL the rain on YOUR skin, no one else can feel it for you...Enjoy :D

Sooooooooo, it was really beautiful outside and I decided to enjoy the weather. I couldn't go alone...or did not feel like it lol, and so I grabbed my little siblings to tag along. Funny experience. I had them run across the street/main road and one of them was like "Isn't J-Walking Illegal?"... J-What? I'm like, seriously? Y'all need to go back to Nigeria...I couldn't stop laughing. Although hesitant, I forced (bullied...ha) them to do it. It was fun, we did it twice LOL. Above is a picture of a little beast(little white dot in the middle of the pic lol) that barked like a rothweiler. Never knew something that huge could come out of that tiny fella. Maybe he was just mad at us for disturbing his peace :/.

Enjoy the nice weather this summer - free fun :)

Is IT really worth it????

Is it really worth it??????????????
My feelings exactly right now-what a way to start my week!

Is it worth my time
Is it worth the trouble
Is it worth my struggle

At times I just want to lash out
Scream and shout!
I just want to throw my hands in the air
And say "I JUST DON'T CARE"

But I can't act like that
Because that is what the devil wants
He wants to provoke me
He wants to see me mad
He wants to see me break

But thank God for wisdom
Because we are the ones people depend on
I'm not saying live your life for people
But just so you know, your life encourages another
Your strengths strengthens that girl/boy in the room,
Who is quietly watching you, admiring you
They love your passion, they love your fight
They love your compassion, they love your smile
They actually love a lot of things about you but just don't say it

So I ask myself again, is it really worth it???
Darn right it is!!! Every single bit of it :)

See how my feelings changed - writing is so therapeutic :)

Keep smiling because eveything is going to be alright!!! And that is a FACT I know

because Baba l'oke, my DADDY up there said so

God bless

No matter what, I'll trust You!

No matter what I'm going through
No matter what I'm feeling right now
No matter what people say about YOU
No matter how long I've raised my brow,
waiting for you to come thru
I'll trust YOU YOU YOU!!!